The protagonist Lily reflects on the well-meaning advice "just be yourself," pondering its simplicity and the real-life risks for some.
Lily recalls a childhood moment involving her experimenting with lipstick and fearing her father's reaction.
Years later, struggling to find the words to describe her feelings, Lily feels invisible and reflects on its burdens versus its perceived allure.
Lily's mother inquires about her thoughts, leading to a discussion about invisibility and the significant sacrifices her mother has made for her.
While playing Schubert on her cello, Lily breaks a string. In her mother's presence, she reveals her fear of ruining her mother's life and worries about her romantic interest, Asher.
Lily feels unsupported by her dog Boris, who used to be more attuned to her emotions when he was younger.
Lily's mother shares a rescue story of hikers as a metaphor for preparation and decision-making, hinting at Lily's own life choices.
Faced with the dilemma of revealing her transgender identity to Asher, Lily weighs the risks of telling him or keeping it a secret.
Lily recounts her mother's dedication and the impact of her family's move, all aimed at creating a safer environment for her.
Visiting a music shop for a cello string, Lily encounters Lizzy, a transgender woman store owner who seems comfortable in her identity.
Lily struggles with whether or not to tell Asher about being transgender, feeling the pressure of living with the consequences of honesty.
Lily sends a text to Asher asking him to meet her. She reflects on her identity and transition, including her right to privacy and her history of being outed.
Asher arrives at Lily's house, and they share a passionate embrace. Lily desires to be close to him, but she is also burdened with the secret she holds.
Lily finally reveals to Asher that she is transgender, leading to his confusion and ultimately his decision to leave to "think," which leaves Lily heartbroken.
The chapter closes with the ending of All Souls' Day, and Lily is left alone with the cold wind and the tolling of church bells, symbolizing a turning point in her life.