Chapter 69

Summary

• The protagonist is contemplating whether to intervene in Evelyn's decision to take her own life. They feel conflicted due to their understanding of Evelyn's wish for dignity in death, which comes from their own advocacy for the 'right-to-die'.
• Despite having the urge to save Evelyn and the chance to do so, the protagonist chooses not to intervene, viewing it as a betrayal to stop her. They believe Evelyn is in her right mind and should have the autonomy to die on her own terms.
• The protagonist goes to meet her mother at the airport. They share an emotive reunion, during which the protagonist releases tears that feel decades in the making.
• The protagonist and her mother discuss the protagonist's father and their marital relationship. The mother speaks fondly of her marriage; it was based on friendship and mutual understanding rather than passion, something she finds far more valuable
• The protagonist considers how to handle the information about her father having an affair with a man, unsure if she should reveal this to her mother or include it in Evelyn's biography. The protagonist decides any potential actions will be guided by what's best for her mother, even if that compromises her integrity.
• Despite the uncertainties about her father's sexuality, the protagonist resolves that it doesn't change the fact how much he loved her and her mother. She acknowledges that love is complex and multifaceted.
• The chapter ends with the protagonist and her mother watching an Evelyn Hugo movie. Despite a lingering urge to stop Evelyn from taking her life, the protagonist represses this instinct, choosing to respect Evelyn's wishes. They anticipate that they will be able to forgive Evelyn in the future.