Chapter 19

Contains spoilers

Overview

In the present-day interview, Monique presses Evelyn to define her greatest love and identity. Evelyn names Celia St. James as the love of her life and firmly asserts she is bisexual, not gay, agreeing to come out in the book. She explains her jealousy and confusion at Ari’s party, ending with the reveal that one of them approached her.

Summary

In the present-day framing, Evelyn orders dinner as Monique confronts her about what she suspected during the story so far. When Monique asks who was the love of her life, Evelyn finally says Celia St. James, and the admission brings Evelyn visible relief and joy.

Monique then asks if the biography will out Evelyn as a gay woman. Evelyn corrects her, insisting she is bisexual and refusing to be boxed in. Monique recognizes her mistake through the lens of her own biracial identity, apologizes, and reframes the question. Evelyn accepts the apology and agrees the book will present her as bisexual.

Monique asks how Evelyn realized she loved Celia. Evelyn explains that at Ari Sullivan’s party, jealousy hit from two sides: learning Celia was interested in women made her fear she was only a small part of Celia’s life, and discovering Don was cheating upstairs embarrassed her and threatened her carefully constructed marriage.

Evelyn reflects that she lacked a template then to recognize romantic love for a woman and misread her bond with Celia as friendship while blaming her marriage’s collapse solely on Don. When Monique asks whom she sought out first, Evelyn says one of them came to her, leaving the past timeline poised for the encounter.

Who Appears

  • Evelyn Hugo
    Protagonist; names Celia as her great love, asserts bisexual identity, and describes jealousy and confusion at Ari’s party.
  • Monique Grant
    Interviewer; pushes for clarity, mistakenly labels Evelyn as gay, apologizes, and aligns on presenting Evelyn as bisexual.
  • Celia St. James
    Subject of Evelyn’s confession; identified as Evelyn’s great love, her sexuality catalyzes Evelyn’s jealousy and realization.
  • Don Adler
    Evelyn’s husband during the past events; cheating at Ari’s party triggers Evelyn’s embarrassment and forces a reckoning.
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