Lessons in Chemistry
by Bonnie Garmus
Contents
Chapter 40: Normal
Overview
Elizabeth and Reverend Wakely confront mortality, guilt, and the illusion of normal. Elizabeth reveals her brother’s suicide and her own near-drowning, while both acknowledge misplaced blame for Calvin’s death. Wakely reframes Elizabeth’s despair, urging acceptance of the unchangeable and recognizing her desire not to exit life, but to return to it.
Summary
On a cold November evening, Elizabeth Zott tells Reverend Wakely she thinks about death and questions what “normal” means. They debate belief and stories, and Wakely suggests Elizabeth feels dead but is not, a state that makes living difficult. Elizabeth admits she read the letters between Wakely and Calvin Evans and reveals Wakely’s casual “best weather” remark helped bring Calvin to Commons. Both confront blame—Wakely for influencing the move, Elizabeth for buying the leash.
As Madeline watches TV inside, Wakely recalls her whispered claim that Six-Thirty knows 981 words and his own confession that he does not believe in God. The memory underscores their shared struggle with truth, belief, and the stories people tell to cope.
Elizabeth then discloses a deeper trauma: as a child she jumped into a quarry though she could not swim, and her brother—who also could not swim—leapt in and saved her. Years later, he hanged himself. Wakely tries to unpack her survivor’s guilt but is shaken by the revelation that her brother had also been unable to swim.
Six-Thirty presses against Elizabeth as Wakely urges acceptance of the unchangeable—her brother’s suicide and Calvin’s death—despite her scientific drive to challenge the status quo. Elizabeth admits that sometimes she wants out. Wakely reframes her desire, concluding, “It’s that you want back in.”
Who Appears
- Elizabeth ZottProtagonist; confides childhood trauma and guilt, recalls Calvin’s leash, and confronts grief as Wakely urges acceptance and reentry into life.
- Reverend WakelyMinister and friend; debates normalcy, accepts shared guilt over Calvin, recalls Madeline’s secret, and reframes Elizabeth’s despair as wanting back in.
- Madeline ZottElizabeth’s daughter; nearby watching TV; her earlier claim about Six-Thirty’s vocabulary and library exchange weigh on Wakely.
- Six-ThirtyFamily dog; offers silent comfort by pressing against Elizabeth during her confession.
- Calvin EvansElizabeth’s late partner; his letters with Wakely and move for “best weather” trigger shared guilt and renewed grief.
- Elizabeth’s brother (unnamed)Died by suicide years earlier; once saved Elizabeth from drowning, leaving her with enduring survivor’s guilt.