The Green Leotard

Contains spoilers

Overview

Tova revisits the night Erik vanished, fixating on the green leotard left on a chair as the police confirmed her worst fears. She reflects on her childhood home and the attic her father built, now a museum of Erik’s things. In the present, Tova takes Erik’s toy car and resolves to finally move. A dream of a tentacled cocoon brings unexpected relief, hinting at her growing readiness to let go.

Summary

On a Wednesday in 1989—the night Erik disappeared—Tova returns from Jazzercise in a green leotard and makes love with Will, both anticipating an imminent empty nest. The leotard lands on the Charleston chair, where it remains when police arrive after Erik fails to return from his ferry-ticket shift. Tova clings to denial until Erik is declared dead, and the leotard becomes an indelible marker of that night; the chair, even reupholstered, feels complicit.

Tova recalls the house her father built: cellar below, living floor, and an attic once reached by ladder. As his health waned, Papa and two shop-hands transformed the attic into a polished playroom, complete with carved chairs and a dollhouse, just as Tova and Lars were aging out of play. The room’s beauty outlasted its purpose, a bittersweet monument to plans that faded.

Years later, Tova and Will move back to care for Mama. Erik’s baby toys are saved for grandchildren who never come; after Erik dies, they remain stored in the attic. Following a grief-fueled incident, Will replaces the attic’s dormer window, bringing in more light. A real estate agent later praises the hidden home and suggests clearing the attic, but Tova and Will decide not to sell. Erik’s toy car stays on the shelf.

Now, preparing for change, Tova goes to the attic, slips Erik’s one-wheeled toy car into her robe, and vows that this time will be different—she will move. Late that night, with Cat sleeping beside her, Tova dreams of being cocooned by tentacled arms and feels profound relief, signaling a fragile peace and her readiness to release the past.

Who Appears

  • Tova Sullivan
    Protagonist; relives Erik’s disappearance, surveys the attic, pockets Erik’s toy car, and resolves to move; dreams of a comforting tentacled cocoon.
  • Will Sullivan
    Tova’s husband; shares an intimate moment before Erik’s disappearance; later replaces the attic window after a grief incident.
  • Erik Sullivan
    Tova’s son; fails to return from a ferry-ticket shift in 1989 and is declared dead; his toy car becomes a keepsake.
  • Papa
    Tova’s father; built the family house and lovingly finished the attic as a playroom despite declining health.
  • Mama
    Tova’s mother; insisted on saving Erik’s baby toys; Tova and Will moved back to care for her.
  • Real estate agent
    Praised the hidden house and urged clearing the attic; Tova and Will ultimately chose not to sell.
  • Lars
    Tova’s brother; appears in memories of childhood play in the attic.
  • Cat
    Tova’s cat; sleeps beside her as she dreams of a soothing, tentacled cocoon.
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