The Book That Wouldn't Burn
by Mark Lawrence
Contents
Chapter 49
Overview
Livira flees the Exchange after Clovis attacks and Evar, revealed as a sabber, holds his sister back so Livira can escape. Arpix returns with contraband books, tends Livira’s wound, and brings her to the healing circle. Livira pieces together that the Exchange’s illusions and translation made her and Evar see each other as their own kind, shattering her trust. They leave the books for later and withdraw.
Summary
Evar, bloodied, grapples Clovis as she lunges for Livira, and he shouts for Livira to run. Livira dives through her pool and tumbles back into the library, terrified the sabber might follow—then remembers any follower would be a harmless ghost. Overwhelmed, she breaks down and screams into the stacks.
Arpix arrives and finds Livira bleeding from a torn calf. Suspicious after the Exchange’s deceptions, Livira briefly questions if Arpix is truly himself before letting him clean the wound. He reveals a stack of long-sought books he acquired by asking assistants through portals and suggests leaving them hidden by the gateway for now.
They hobble toward the center circle. Livira deflects questions, then admits the truth: Evar is a sabber. She grapples with revulsion and grief, noting that “sabber” means “enemy” on both sides and that her memories of a sabber raid keep colliding with her feelings for Evar.
In the circle, Livira’s wound knits. To steady herself, she writes on a flyleaf, recasting her Evar-stories while mourning the imagined life she had authored with him. The physical healing only sharpens the emotional pain as she realizes how much she had invested in those hopes.
Afterward, Livira explains the mechanism: the Exchange shaped sight and speech so each saw the other as their own kind; Clovis, seeking a fight, saw the real human Livira. Accepting that sabber ghosts may be listening unseen, they choose to withdraw, leaving the books by the portal. Livira feels too raw to read and wants only darkness and distance.
Who Appears
- LiviraProtagonist; flees the Exchange wounded, learns Evar is sabber, heals in the circle, writes to process grief.
- ArpixFriend and colleague; returns with books, cleans Livira’s wound, supports her to the healing circle, urges withdrawal.
- EvarRevealed as sabber; bloodied, restrains Clovis and urges Livira to run; his perceived humanity was an Exchange illusion.
- ClovisEvar’s sabber sister; attacks Livira in the Exchange, claws her calf, sees through the illusion and seeks a fight.